A breeze encapsulates me.
It wraps itself around me when I need it to. And when I need it not to.
When there is time.
When times run out.
A gust smacks me in the face like a punch from an enemy.
A betrayal by a friend.
Like a broken heart from a lover, long past time to part.
It hugs me like it knows I’m empty.. like it feels my fears.
Like it knows my pain.
Like it sees my truth.
A breeze encapsulates me.
It gives me air when I can’t breathe.. and suffocates me when I can.
When I wouldn’t.
When I should.
It slows when I stop, but not until then. Not before. Not after.
Not until.
It swirls the world around me. So that I might see it clearly.
Clearer.
So that I see it honestly.
So that I can’t see at all.
A breeze encapsulates me.
It warms me as I shiver.
It chills me to the core.
It destroys me as I gather.
Myself. My thoughts. My life.
My nightmares.
My reality.
A breeze encapsulates me.
It shields me from the storm.
Readies me for war.
It obliterates me.
And starts again.
Never stopping. Never done.
Never quite begun.
A breeze encapsulates me.
Like a familiar friend during a heartbreak.
During a death.
During a storm.