A Fresh Start

It’s always weird starting over.

This is true in all facets of life; Relationships, friendships, employment, your state of mind  and apparently blogging too.

I haven’t written a single thing since 2014. I’m honestly not sure how so much time passed without it, but it did. So much time actually that my old blog has disappeared entirely from the internet. It’s a long story, and the details don’t really matter. But its all gone. Every blog. Every poem. Every emotional piece. (And, there were alot.) It’s gone. Done-zo.

So, Here I am starting over. Everything I’ve written over the last two decades is gone. And that’s okay. I’m a different person anyway. I mean, I’m the same. But I’ve grown. At least a little bit.

I’m alot more aware of myself and what has lead me to where I am. I place alot less blame on others, and I shoulder the responsibility of being an adult. I’m about to be thirty six years old. I can’t blame Mommy and Daddy anymore. Though, not any less either.

So, here I am, with a fresh start.  My thoughts, My feelings, My rants and rages. It all starts over.

And, I’m not sure where to begin. I’ve got several things to touch on, so bear with me.

I don’t write for anyone but myself. If you’re reading this, know that now. I wont apologize. I wont explain. And, if you are going to expect any of that, just stop fucking reading now.

It will get bitchy. It will put my emotions on parade. And, they can vary by the moment.I hope that you- whoever you are- will read my shit, see my perspective, and appreciate my design whether we agree or not.

If you don’t thats okay too. But, please..fuck all the way off before you think about criticizing me, or starting drama over anything you may read here.

I wont stand for it.

I hope to do myself proud here, but I’m sure I’ll write something inappropriate or embarrassing or shameful.

Accept that I’m not perfect either.  And maybe, eventually..you’ll gain a different perspective on me.

If you don’t know me..I guess you’ll get to read the ramblings of a fucking crazy person. (lol) If you do, You’ll likely relate to this blog at some point. And hopefully some of my shit can help you with some of yours.

That’s all I can do.

I’m excited to start over. Its reignited a fire to put thoughts to paper again. And, that makes me incredibly happy to feel again.

It’s been far too long.